9 weeks down, 43 to go... and figuring out life

Well may I just say that I have the most amazing boyfriend ever. Just thinking about him can make me smile, even though I haven't seen him in 9 weeks. Every time I get a phone call I feel like I am on top of the world. He called me on Friday and Sunday. It was amazing to get to talk to him for an hour each time. It was nice to laugh and joke and for a few minutes it didn't feel like he was 6,000 miles away. Now just if I could see his face. Pretty sure I might just cry the first time we get to skype.

Its funny how 7 months ago, I didn't even know who Jeremiah was. Now its hard to imagine my future without him. He said it best when I got to talk to him on Friday: "no one is as caring, understanding, and can listen as well as I can?" Bam! Hit that nail right on the head. At the end of the day sometimes I wish he was there so I could just vent because he is the only person I can talk to about everything... including my fears and frustrations. And after a week like this, it was so nice to talk to him twice in one weekend. And I had so much to say but I just don't know how to say it.